Asking Alexandria - Lorazepam

I'm not an addict
I just sometimes fucking hate myself
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I'm not a victim
I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
So, why when I wake up and see my reflection
Does it make me sick?

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore
I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

My wife, she loves me
I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

But every waking minute
I'm tormented by my fucked up brain
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Folks pay to meet me, take a photo
Tell me I should smile
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
But all I wanna do is take a match
And set this whole place on fire

I don't care anymore
I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

My parents sometimes try to reach me
But I'll never respond
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Not really sure why I'm still pissed off
But it's part of my brand now
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I've got no reason to
So tell me why I feel like shit
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
Lucky for me
I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore
I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

I'm not an addict
I just sometimes fucking hate myself
Every waking minute
I'm tormented by my fucked up brain
I've got no reason to
So tell me why I feel like shit
All due offense
I don't feel bad if I push you away